Every Day is Different

Thursday was an OK day, except I wasnt hungry for much of anything due to a yucky taste in my mouth.  I did force myself to eat some things, but not enough.

Friday was a horrible day.  I woke up early in the morning (thursday evening) and felt a little nausea.  I drank some water and it felt better (it was like stomach acid was coming up from my stomach to my mouth) and I went back to bed.  But then when I woke up again it was worse.  I took my regular anti-nausea meds(last day) and tried to eat something.  It wasnt working.  I was tired, nauseous, and hungry but couldnt eat more than 1 bite without feeling full or wanting to spit it out.  I tried eating several things, but nothing worked.  I finally broke down and took my backup antinausea medicine (yeah, I have a backup and a backup of the backup).  I felt better nausea wise, but it made me want to sleep.  And of course all day long people were calling or texting me, sigh - I didnt even have the energy to answer those.  After I slept off the anti-nausea medicine and my hubby came home for lunch and I was trying to eat again - and did eat some pork he was eating which didnt sound good, but once I ate it went down really easily (and I had more) did I start to feel better.  Well all of that eating required a nap too.  By far that was the worst day so far!  I am not sure what I am going to do differently next time to make sure I dont have a day like that again - maybe try and eat something else.  My hubby did go get some more groceries on friday after work, so having more choices of bland food is important.

Saturday I was recovering from friday, but I was starving all day - and ate a ton, yippee - the last thing I want to do right now is lose weight.

I still have the yucky taste in my mouth, am tired a lot, and only want to eat really bland boring food, and my skin smells really horrible, but I'm hanging in there.  This is going to be the longest 6 months of my life . . .